College.
I am so sick of this constant thought about where I will be going after high school. If I don’t go to an University I will just be seen as a wash out, a nobody, a piece of crap to my parents. It drives me crazy that no one sees how hard I am trying to maintain my classes. It doesn’t make sense to me that all the work that I put into school is just nothing to the world. Why am I even trying if my parents won’t be satisfied with me later?
College admissions are out for the class of 2012 and my parents keep asking me where some people are going like it’s any of their business. The only reason why they care is so that they can compare me to them later in the future. Comparing me isn’t going to make me any better, it isn’t going to motivate me to do better. It’s just going to make me feel like a load of crap to the world. I am so damn tired of school and its bullshit.
